Ok, enough is enough ... I am sick of being this size ... sick of no diet working and ready for a change of look ... ready for a new me ... a makeover!
This isn't about me not liking myself as a person or my life ... I am very blessed with lovely family and friends, a job I like, hobbies I love and a doggy I adore ... its about me carrying a few extra pounds and wanting to feel happy in the clothes I am in ... to not go into a changing room and coming out feeling depressed ... about my life being better than it has for years and wanting a new look to go with it ... I fancy a new hair style and to try some clothes that I have never been confident enough to wear before.
I am going to join Slimming World again ... I went this Spring and lost just over a stone but since Easter it all seemed to fall apart and I had a break from it over the summer. Although I love the group I went to, it was at 7pm in the evening, which is a horrid time to be weighed ... you end up not eating properly all day and I don't think weighing in the evening gives you a 'true' weight. So I have decided to join a group that is in the morning ... I have extra shifts at work for the next month so I may hold on till after then, and join ... not quite sure yet ... see how I feel next week ... may join then!
I am also going to change my hair ... not sure how yet ... I have very long hair ... hair down to my bum and I want to keep it long, but think I need a bit of a change ... its been long for most of my life.
Over the last few years I have been thinking I would love a tattoo ... I would like to design my own ... I think I want lace on my ankle so I have decided to get one done when I reach my target weight :D I will show you some designs and ideas sometime too.
I am hoping that letting you know how my diet is going will help me stay on the straight and narrow ... wish me luck!